Tanker på rim

There is a lie I have made myself believe
I try so hard to fight the thoughts but it’s something I just receive

I struggle to do what I know is right
I’m tired of fighting this spiritual fight

Only God knows what my problem really is
I wish there was an easy way to put an end to this

Lying thoughts are telling me I’m not good enough
I know those thoughts aren’t from God, but to push them away is tough

As a result of failing to push them away
I’m no longer to able to hear what God has to say

I am feeling week and wonder if God has forgotten me
I am the one who forgot him, but I am to blind too see

He did never leave, give up or turn away
I wasn’t forgotten he thought of me everyday

In times like these when the storm of life blows
Dear God in heaven
I pray that you draw me close


-Merete Kristiansen 30.12.07